Rendy attendance and hay

[Goat Mama]

I will not be making the trip. I spent over 3 hours in a walk in clinic yesterday with heart problems. Two weeks ago I spent 2 days in the hospital for the same thing. They can't figure out what is wrong. In the hospital I passed the echo gram thingy and a stress test. After I am given nitro, everything is fine. The clinic wanted me go to the ER, but I refused. They gave me oxygen, then 2 nitro pills, then I was fine after a little bit. They suggested no traveling for now, and I have a follow up today with them and they are going to try to get me into a heart specialist.
I was soooooo looking forward to this trip. I haven't been on a vacation in 10 years. I am not sure if my friend that I was going to be riding with is still going. I haven't heard from her.